Friday, June 15, 2007
FEELING ALL SO LONELY
Todae is e 15 june 2007, juz in case u guyz was off track of e date.... woke up tis mowning... to send off & wave goodbye to moi family as dey r goin 4 a malaysia trip to KL.. Kinda sad dat i cant go along.. im working... hur.. hur... :( moi siblings were having their JUNE holiday...so moi parents planned for a shopping vacation. it's suck to be a working adult.. though moi daddy was kinda disappointed to leave me all alone at home. Dun wori daddy, im a BIG girl now!!! Moi swit charmer's parents too goin for a trip to malaysia.. wat a coincidence.. haha!! his all alone too... but no worries, im meeting him later @ 8.30pm.. drive out for dinner & spent sum tyme together so we wun feel lonely rite dear... GosH!!!
6:31 PM
danced' vibrant
Thursday, June 14, 2007
I'm actually telling myself to hold on just a lil bit longer & then i found the moment before i even know it tat i can do this, i can make it juz hang it der gerl..-i chanted. Push thru' e pain & reap the reward in the end, they say. i realise i was at e verge o f giving in when i took the notes of bad habits & slapped myself in e face, figuratively. yeah, that is.. & i mustn't procastinate..
Hectic Schedules
Multiple commitments
Endless housechores
Massive meetings & orientations
Additional driving lessons
Minus resting day
& the list just go on......
Arghh!!! im just so frustrated. It's e feeling i always get when i have so much things to do., so many things in my mind. At at the end of the day i find myself all alone with no one but myself to lament abt my thoughts & my daily life.
7:47 PM
danced' vibrant
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Todae e 5 June 2007, moi swit charmer... pick me up afta work again.. guess tis tyme he got to be late but though i understand coz he finished work @ 4.30pm.. guess waiting for him wasn't much of a problem.. i miss him & he do so.
i sho proud of myself todae. hehe. a eurasian lady came to me at e TTSH main entrance asking me for a favour. she wanted to borrow moi hp to call her husband. well she said she'll paid for e charged.. but i insisted not to.. she den offer to give me ride home.. wave me gd bye for a dozen tyme.. i kept smiling 2 myself till moi swit charmer arrived. hehe~ ok2 its ridiculous i noe. BLUSH :P
in e late evening, we dine @ SIAM kitchen @ cosway ... Gosh!!! look @ e dishes served!!! Cheap2!! 20 dishes for $23 per person each... e food simply delicious! den he window shopping for HP.. met moi sis & her bf der to.. hehe~ ok i done babbling... im tired... sadly i wun be able to mit moi swit charmer for e next 2-3 days... he's bz wif work... haiz~
9:44 PM
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NURSES WENT WILD!!!!
9:35 PM
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TTSH DINNER & DANCE 2007
(moi family in PACU!!!)
Lucky table no. 50
CEO & PACU staffs
Preceptee & Preceptor
About to break our MalaY DanCe
i love dem.. i love PACU...
9:23 PM
danced' vibrant
Sunday, June 3, 2007
This mowning.. tis princess woke up late... e first thing she did was grab her hp....read her mowning msg frm her swit charmer who neva failed to greet her a chocolaty sundae...hehe~
well i promise mummy last week to clean moi room cause it was in e mess... bags, papers, files, clothes, accessories & e list goes on wer all over the floor.. its been two weeks & i admit dat it sucks!!! i suffocated in moi own room... NO!! NO!! NO!!
B4 mum start nagging again.. i grab moi cleaning gloves, e vaccum cleaner, clean rags, duster & garbage bags.. i actually change moi sis & i bed sheets to a fresh pink glory to match e colours for moi room... i was all sweating & moi hair was all over moi face.. haha!! took me abt 45 miutes and its all set!!! ta daa~ but give me a week.. till tis room turn into a mess again... hehe~
2:00 PM
danced' vibrant
Saturday, June 2, 2007
CONGRATULATION TO MOI ABG SHARUDDIN!!! dgr2 nk merisik gadis??? besok eh??duit dah cukup lom??? bagus la umur abg pon dah nk lanjut!!! cepat2 kahwin la...lepas tu fafa nye turn!!! haha..
aniwae if u need any wedding planner or consultant.. u noe who to offer the job huh!!!
i love ya abg sha!!!!
(cuzzie)
10:40 PM
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snap..snap it..& make it short!!! moi swit charmer send me a message:
"Still at wdlands stadium dear.Nw half time. I finish ard 730pm. I can mit u at ur neighbourhood if u wan??"
Moi reply:
" Sure!!"
as usually im a lil late coz i need to make sure tat e coast is clear. Told moi mummy i mitting a fwen of mine who is in need of ultimate medical attention frm me. haha!!
he drove to 888 plaza & we ate @ KFC.. den watch those cute babies drove mini cars & bikes.. sho cute!!! den we head home & chat for awhile in e car till 945pm. straight away i head home towards moi comp to blog.
Gd nite moi swit charmer!!!
10:27 PM
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VESAK DAY!!!!!!falls on e 29 may 2007.. D.O for me!! yeah!!! moi swit charmer was working in e field till 1pm.make a date with me @ 3.15pm.. forfeit if his late.. gosh!!! he was on time but i was late.. hehe~ well we planned to catch a movie so he drove to Marina.. sadly e best seats was all taken.. left as e first 3 rows .he was disappointed though he thought he shud hav make reservation first. but deary its OK!!! we have our late lunch @ Secret Receipe. he have Fried Thai Rice & i have moi Grilled chicken chop... simply exquiste!!! den we drove off to TCC @ somerset. he drop me to grab sum of moi favourite chocolate warm baked brownie.. we ate in e car... a spoonful for him & 2 spoonful for me..haha!!
den he juz drove to sight seeing.... he show me places tat i hav nvr known it exist in moi own homeland.. i saw e Jurong island & sentosa island... various parks like Mount Faber, Labrador park , Kentridge park & e list goes on.. e view & e scenery was simply breath-taking... i find peace der & soon in his arms... we watch e night lights & stars 2gether. wen e day has juz came an end tat he have to drive me home@ 9.30pm.. i was all so tired & so as him... thanks dear for all e rides & precious moments spent with me..... wink*
7:16 PM
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6:41 PM
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Hmmmm....I dun wanna met backstabber, hypocrite, bitches, PLAYERs n WeaK maN!! EXSPECIALLY moi EX boyfriends... NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!
Todae e 5 June 2007, moi swit charmer... pick me up afta work again.. guess tis tyme he got to be late but though i understand coz he finished work @ 4.30pm.. guess waiting for him wasn't much of a problem.. i miss him & he do so. 
Lucky table no. 50
CEO & PACU staffs
About to break our MalaY DanCe
i love dem.. i love PACU...
This mowning.. tis princess woke up late... e first thing she did was grab her hp....read her mowning msg frm her swit charmer who neva failed to greet her a chocolaty sundae...hehe~
CONGRATULATION TO MOI ABG SHARUDDIN!!! 
Setelah kau tinggalkan diriku ku sangat kehilangan dirimu. bahagia menjadi luka hanya kerana aku curiga. MAAFKAN AKU bila meragukan ketulusan hatimu MAAFKAN AKU bila meragukan kejujuran cintamu selama ini.